i woke up feeling really anxious today, its probably because i have more university work to complete, i also need to email one of my module leads to say ive completed stuff involving placement as i'm going to be working in reception (4-5 year olds i think??) once a week until april!! which im super excited for as my goal is to become a play therapist and work with children with special educational needs. i'm hoping that me working at the school on wednesday will make where i actually work work (i'm a bartender.. crazy!) stop giving me the wednesday shifts has i always have a meltdown before, during, or after work and sometimes its all three! as its super busy and overstimulating for me, i'm actually dreading going back to work as i'm trying to quit smoking. i've managed to quit pretty much except for when i'm at work, i smoke so much at work lol. probably wasnt the best idea as an autistic person to work at a bar but oh well i need the money as i'm living with my boyfriend and our friend next year! which im really looking froward to cos i didn't enjoy living in accommodation last year and this year im commuting instead. i want to desgin my own profile but i think it would be too confusing maybe ill watch a video idk but im super hungry its almost 10am and my mental rule is that i dont eat until 12pm. also i might stretch my septum again im currently a 8g and ive been happy with that but i kinda wanna go to 6g but that means i have to buy stuff... i kinda wanna stretch my ears but i dont think i will,, after i finish my placement im going to FINALLY get snakebites ive been wanting them for years now, as i feel like my face looks empty i have my septum and a vertical labret im super tired now i dont really have the energy for anything i'm excited for therapy tomorrow as i'm not doing great my mind is super foggy and ive spent almost a grand within a few days lol
15/01/25
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