Life update

So I was chillin during halloween time which was when i stopped using this website, and than I got a GF and spent a little too much time with her and I became the Lead guitarist of my friends discontinued band "Angels of Pandora".

Than shit hit the fan, My GF of 2 weeks broke up with me and the band disbanded which just made me lose a bit of confidence, and to make matters worse 2024 ended horribly.

At december, my former best friend and my neighbour told me that some asshole wanted to jump me cuz I was talking shit (spoiler alert, the guy doesnt exist and I never talked shit like that at all) and I got scared cuz it was fucking random and they requested my AirPods and I gave them away and became a victim of extortion, which is a very serious felony in California, and i warned that fat fuck that obtained my air pods many times to give them back, and that fuck stupid mother fucking bitch tried to gas light me and say that he saved me and shit and threatened to shoot my fucking dad which I almost fucking stabbed and killed him on spot for. Basically his bitch hood rat mom came and tried to defend her son and that fat fuck and his brother tried to press my dad which almost got their ass kicked. The next day I went to the school office to collect security camera evidence to file a police report and the school called the police and I got that fat fuck arrested and expelled. On the other hand, my friend corey got out scott free somehow probably by lying to the cop.

Due to that I have to move houses and Have been dealing with extreme bipolar due to it. I cant leave my house without being paranoid or enter without fearing that his friends are gonna start some dumb shit with me. Ive been Realizing that corey hasnt been a real friend of me and took advantage of my very horrible mental state.

When I met him, I was really depressed and slightly suicidal and he got me hooked on weed which I regret smoking, he would use me for money and food and would always tell me stuff like how people at school didnt like me and hated me and that everyone is a bad person and we are the only good ones and I stupidly believed him. He got me into the racist junkie asshole rabbit hole that I never wanted myself to be in and it pains me to know I let a manipulator take advantage of me. During summer I had a little conflict with my best friend to this day and corey made me block him on everything and got me to thinking he was the coolest guy ever. I asked out a girl in her senior year and became friends with her kinda, but because I can potentially abandon corey, he kept provoking me to act like an asshole and I eventually pushed him in class in front of everyone and he stopped letting me hang out with his junkie friend group which im glad happened. I got to alright terms with him a month prior to him helping the fat fuck steal my air pods.

Thank god all that is over

I distance my self from all the bad kids and hang out with all my besties and my new boyfriend who is the drummer of the band that we founded and I have a better relationship with my father now.

I still feel the impact of all the bad that happened still resonates with me since I feel my life has been slightly ruined, but I have hope of having my own room and new life to start to get rid of my decent but tainted life

If you actually willingly read this, than in the least weirdest way I love you and hope your day or night goes well.