confused. 😕 (january 14th, 2025)

today was actually not bad at all, it was a pretty normal day. i went back to school after being absent for a while, spoke to some friends, studied for exams, finished my missing tests & quizzes… now what?

it’s snowing A LOT and it kinda deepens my heart even more cuz usually i would be all excited and would wanna do my makeup and dress up to make tiktoks outside or post a few selfies but this whole tiktok ban is making unmotivated because i really don’t wanna loose my mutuals, it already made me sad when one of my moots from a different country commented saying that he was gonna miss me. life is gonna be so much different, everyone and everything is. 

also i feel like i don’t hangout with people enough, i want to start making plans with friends but i don’t want them to think i’m begging or anything. but imma just ask them anyway when the right time comes cuz that shouldn’t hurt to at least try!! :D 

besides that i mean, nothing new just stupid exams and then a 3 day long weekend since monday is martin luther king jr day. i’m just gonna eat my vanilla bean ice cream, chug my minute maid peach punch and rewatch skins. (surprisingly none of my irl friends know that show???) i have a huge connection towards cassie and sid from generation 1… idk why. 😭