January 14, 2025

I had the worst high experience ever. (so far) in my life, so far. anyways, it felt like acid, or some hallucinogenic. I started seeing things as two dimensional and drawn, and then the walls of the room started pulsating and shifting around constantly,, and my skin felt like it was burning and on fire. thankfully my wonderful girlfriend was there and sober- she helped me calm down from my panic-sobs, got me food and water and overall made me feel better. 

Learned my lesson, lmao. 

Today, we went together for some coffee and thrifting :D this thrift trip was so awesome, i got a nice thick black jacket, and harley davidson boots hehehhe it was awesome and i miss my gf. im still easing myself out of the scary traumatic high i had lol