2024 mistakes-2025 goals

2024 was a crazy year (including winter of 2023) I have been in and out of relationships left and right (not in a player way but in a desperately looking for my soulmate way). My grades have also been wild during 2024, like I almost failed the 1st semester last school year. This school year I have improved a lot though and I will continue to make progress until I'm a rich billionaire.

2024 mistakes

During 2024 I have made a lot of mistakes, 1 including growing an obsession over some 6/10. From December 2023 until April 2024 I was obsessed with this one dude, like OBSESSED. I won't go into detail on how exactly I was obsessed but all I can say is that I showed some stalker behaviors. During this time period whenever I had obsessed him with my mental health TUMBLED like an avalanche.
Another mistake I made was letting boys who weren't all that be the main reason why I was moody most of the time and why I wasn't doing my schoolwork.
Second to last mistake I made was not having boundaries and giving boys way too many chances and being too generous. I literally gave a racist trump supporter a chance (he was nice, but his beliefs were outrageous...)
The last mistake I'm going to mention is letting my grades go below a 75.

2025 goals

My first major goal this year is to make sure I get grades higher than a 79. I'm going to accomplish my goal by turning in my assignments on time and doing my homework as soon as I get the chance to.
My second major goal is to not be looking for a partner. I wasted last school year focusing on trying to find my soulmate and almost lost myself trying to find them. I'm going to accomplish this goal by not looking for any more talking stages, I'm going to let them come find me and prove that they're not wasting my time.
My last goal for now is getting a glow up. I'm going to accomplish this by working out every day and drinking more water. I'm also going to try to eat less calories so I can see some progress from the workouts I do.
Feel free to give advice about being a teenager because I feel like I'm not living my teenager years to fullest while also still being a good person.