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so i turn 18 in march this year and my mom is asking about how i want to spend my birthday. i have a few friends but none that are rlly close. i obviously want to spend it with them but im not gonna spend theirs with them. my ex boyfriend who probably is my closest friend rn turns 18 in a few days and hes gonna be spending his b-day w his friendgroup. fair enough but im not part of it so i wont be there. then its my best friend, she turns 18 in less then a month and she goes to school and has a friendgroup there and has a boyfriend so shes gonna be with them. im not sure im gonna be invited since i dont know the rest of those people. then its my childhood friends turn. she turns 18 ten days before me and she has a whole another life now. we dont rlly talk anymore, havent for mby 2 years now we only text now and then so i wont be there either. then its my turn and i just dont know whop i should invite. most of my frieand have stood me up lately and ive only hung out with one of them the past mby 2 months and thats only one time. the only person i hang out with is my mom and i dont want to celebrate my 18th with my parents. im only rlly friends with two more people and one of them has stood me up everytime ive been trying to meet her the past two years and the other one im simply not close with.
thats all. just needed a rant and if anyone has any tips on how to make friends or what else is fun to do by mslf on my birthday, please lmk. im getting desperate.
thank you
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nikko
That sounds really difficult, I've had my past three b-days by myself and it's not fun at all, I hope you can find something to do instead of sitting at home, anything's better than that, go out and have fun by yourself, just don't stay home and pity yourself, that makes it all worse.
Also get new friends, those aren't it. especially not that one who's stood you up
Take care <3