Crisis😞

I'm having a massive gender crisis rn. Idk how to feel because my boyfriend is a straight male that i dearly love, but he doesn't like men (obviously). My girlfriend told me that if he loves me, he'll stay, but i dont know how much of that is true. Me n him have been tg 4 over a year now. I covered the TV because I wanted to be able 2 stay for my boyfriend, but sometimes the cover starts to slip.