sorry I've been gone

hey guys sorry Ive been gone for so long I'm just like stressed out with like  school and some other things I have a band rehearsal today but like its  a full one and I hate these

I also  sized up again and now  I'm at a 00g and I like them a lot 

I also started a YouTube channel and its 

@RyanUrie_h8s_u

I think I blew my ears out but idk I haven't taken them out since I  put them in and I think that is helping bc I would have taken them out if I wasn't so smart bc I've don't that before  and it hurt so bad 

I'm supposed to be doing like something where I make like my own quiz  am I doing that hell nah  why because thats stupid and do you really expect me to do that and shes not even here so like yeah  no I'm not going that 

guys I'm so happy things isn't  blocked bc I would DIE if it was 

I think that the thing I'm supposed to be doing is graded but I don't care its not like I have anything to loose I have like   40 in this class 

ok back to my ears I also have been oiling them like 2-6 times a day bc I like it and it feels  nice especially  when they feel hot it feels so nice but then the oil warms up and is gross but the first couple of days sleeping on them was hard because it either hurt really bad or the tunnel was digging in my ear  whenever I lay on it like hey can you stop tf 

sorry I  change  the topic so much I just need to get  my thoughts down 

yk I can always write better  then I can feel yk 

I think I have gym next class 

oh yeah also I have my fucking bass guitar with  me and its so FUCKING ANNOYING I hate it so much like my bag is already 10 fucking pounds and now I have to carry around another 15 POUNDS AAAHHHHHSHSHSHSHSHHSHHAHAHAHHHA and its in the cheap flimsy one and I need to get the really  expensive hard cases for it 

I'm so hungry and I have a fat fucking head ace I'm prob gonna go in the bath room at gym and just sit in there  

omg there's a girl  rn and shes touching her head and her hair is so gresssy it looks wet I can't believe I'm  only in first period 

idk  who tf farted but it smell bad back here and its not me "umm guys I'm scared" do you guys know what I'm referencing  the girl in the teal Shopkins dress in her moms closet and then she farts

ok I need to go bye I love you guys and once  again sorry for not being acteve