In your basement, the cold seeps in,
Wrapping me tight, like original sin.
The echoes of sermons still haunt the air,
Whispered promises of a place "better there."
"Don't talk to strangers," my mother would say,
But you were the stranger who led me astray.
A freezer bride, in your hands divine,
I became the sacrifice, your sweet bovine.
You're so handsome, a wolf in disguise,
Your smile a dagger, your touch a lie.
I tried to be good, but what did it mean,
When goodness is lost in a violent dream?
With my memory reduced to a polaroid glare,
Evidence of love twisted into despair.
I just wanted to be yours, was that so wrong?
To belong, even when I didn’t belong.
My mother will see me, her milk carton ghost,
Her prayers unanswered, her heart the cost.
But here in your attic, I am your muse,
Euphoric in the pain that I didn’t choose.
You're so handsome when you devour me whole,
A stranger I love, who swallowed my soul.
Am I no good? Does my ghost make you sick?
Am I the ache you can’t unpick?
I waited, I hoped, I lingered in pain,
For the scraps of your love, like a moth in the flame.
Mama, I love you, but here’s where I’ll stay,
In this strange delight, as the light fades away.
So when you see me, don’t cry for the cost,
I never blamed him for what I lost.
I found him, Mama, and I made it far,
A polaroid memory, bound to his scar.
Comments
Displaying 0 of 0 comments ( View all | Add Comment )