: plans for this summer! no more slacking!!

༊*·˚ I'm tired of being so useless! . . . . . ╰──╮

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ ❜┊˚͙۪۪̥◌

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[ For a while, I've been super depressed about upcoming graduation. Many other students my age and even younger have been able to successfully reign popularity as their own in such a short time, as well as accomplish the tasks of adults. Their grades are extraordinarily proficient compared to mine. Not only that, but they're able to balance their life with a job, athletics, and school. I can barely balance school as it is! How is it that so many of these people can do such simple things so easily, whilst I struggle to even speak to people? ]> ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

[ I can barely manage myself at home. It hurts to think too much, so I spend most of my time online or playing games. I can't function without drowning in a world different from mine, living so far in a fantasy. I can't even do the chores I should be able to do. Everything just seems so tiring! ]> ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

[ I'm sick of sitting around and waiting for my time to expire. I hate rotting in my room all day, too exhausted to leave the house, too scared to try something different, too scared to go to the store alone. Every day I feel like there's something I have to do.. something urgent. I constantly feel like I'm forgetting something and I'm running out of time to do it, when there's absolutely nothing I need to do. ]> ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

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༊*·˚ So here's the plan! . . . . . ╰──╮

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ ❜┊˚͙۪۪̥◌

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[ This summer I'm going to work on everything I need to improve myself!]> ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

[ A close relative in the same age range as I, has told ne that I'd be able to move in with him for the summer! It's almost two hours away from where I live, which is far enough for me to feel safe. I get particularly anxious when I see people that I know from school, which is why I haven't felt comfortable getting a job in my area.]> ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

[ Once I get a job, the first thing I'm going to do is buy myself a phone! I'd prefer a flip phone since it's small and durable, but I know a smartphone is the more practical option. I think I'll get a cheap samsung phone since it's name brand and affordable. Plus, it works as it's supposed to; Just for calling, looking things up, and texting! Maybe if I have extra money flying around I'll get an iphone xr! I don't want anything too luxurious! ]> ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

[ When I have a phone, the rest of the money will be put towards an apartment for when I graduate! My relative and I have promised each other that we'll be living together, so it should be easy to pay for rent. He already has a car that needs to be fixed up a little, but a car nonetheless! But if all goes wrong, I don't mind walking at all! ]> ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

[ However, before I get my job, I should probably get my permit first! I need to get over my fear and finally take that step towards getting my license!]> ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

[ While I'm there, I also have a chance at losing the weight I've gained while feeling super depressed! My relative and his family go fishing, then eat whatever they catch! Sometimes they do order out too! I'll cut down on snacking whenever I feel frustrated and half my diet! I'll be able to lose more weight too since my relative and his family enjoy taking walks! After I lose some weight, I'll be ready to get my license since I'll be prettier to take the picture! And I'll feel comfortable to face reveal to my friends online!]> ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

[ Since I'm only passing one class out of seven (including study hall), I have to do my online credit recovery classes. It isn't that hard though! It's pretty fun when I know what I'm doing!]> ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

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༊*·˚ A summary! I'll update this blog to see if I make progress! . . . . . ╰──╮

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ ❜┊˚͙۪۪̥◌

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[Get a phone! Pay for a cheap plan!]>

[Get my permit!]>

[Get a job!]>

[Buy a better phone!]>

[Lose weight!]>

[Save up the rest of the money!]>

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