4:33PM 13/01/25

First day of my second semester of my second year of university. It's kind of insane to me that I'm almost halfway through my Bachelor's degree. Today was super tiring for me if I'm being honest with you guys. I always have this problem when I go back to school, likely a mix of waking up earlier than I did over my break and the fact that I'm interacting with so many more people and I have to act neurotypical the whole day when I'm very clearly not. I got to spend basically most of my day with Clark though so that was nice, he picked me up so we could take the train up to the university together. Never a big fan of the train, but it was nice when I was with Clark, he let me sleep on his shoulder for a little bit on the ride to university.

Once I did get to the university Clark went to his first class and I headed over to the library to start studying. It's kind of crazy that it's my first day back and I already have readings I have to do for all of my classes, and it's only going to get worse as the semester goes on. SIIGGGHHH. I basically just sat around and studied for four hours until my only class of the day started. I got to see Clark sporadically throughout my time waiting though so not too bad and my only class is with him so yayyy. I got all the readings I needed to do for this week done during my sitting and waiting around so that's god, can get ahead probably.

Basically as soon as my only class was done Clark and I got back onto the train, both of us were super tired. He didn't sit beside me on the train, wahhhhh, but also whatever. I listened to music on the train and just stared at him or out the window until we got to our stop. Got in his car and he dropped me off at home. Debated taking a nap but I just wasted time on here LOL.

It's actually really nice to go to university with your boyfriend because I just get to see him all the time. I do worry that I am going to bore him because he sees me too much though :/ I guess that's a stupid worry, but sometimes were both too tired to know what to talk about so we sit around in silence. I miss him right now though, we always seem to be able to talk more when it's just us sitting down doing nothing. I really do love him. 

I still am super duper tired, but I thin I'm going to eat dinner now, which is just a stew and bread. Poor people dinner for real for real.

Signing off for today though :) I hope to have a better sleep tonight and a better day tomorrow blood sugar wise.