Im afraid

I am afraid of the future that awaits us, world war three, global warming, increasing insecurity.

The world we knew is slowly dying and world leaders, drunk in power, don't even care or make it worse with their actions. 

Having 2 or more jobs is the social standard to even afford food and pay rent because the economy is screwed, I mean man I'm too young to worry about the fucking economy but shit is so screwed up that I'll have to start working for sure to help my family, Apparently there are fucking aliens in the ocean, and as a bonus my personal life is in shit. I fear for my future, for my family and everything I love, when I think about all this I sincerely wish I were dead, and if the third world war starts and if nuclear weapons are used we will ALL die in a horrifying way, if not Because of the force of the bomb it will be because of the fucking radiation, because the countries made bombs so UNNECESSARILY POWERFUL that they are going to affect neighboring countries, finish killing the destroyed ecosystem that our planet has, and with all this kill us, I don't think the humanity Survive the third war, our days are being numbered, and pray to whoever you believe that there will be peace after death because I am sure that we will die before we should.

 It's depressing and horrible, it seems like the world is falling apart and I have no hope for the future, but thinking about enjoying myself as much as possible until whatever happens calms me down a little, I think.

Oooooorr maybe social media upset me a little.