Something random I thought about

My friends really mean so much to me, they’re the reason I’m even here to begin with. I really hope that they know how much I love them and like spending time with them. Like, honestly, my home life is so crappy that I just look forward to school. Every weekend or school break, I just think about going to school. I don’t even like school, I just like hanging out with my friends. Everyday in class, I wait for lunch so that I can talk to them. Sometimes I feel desperate when I try to talk to them, but I just really want them to know how important they are to me.