13.01.2025

tw: vent

im stressed out. i cant do anything on time. i feel so useless and exhausted lol. i havent ate anything for 16 hours and havent slept properly for almost a week. i keep getting weirder and my mental state is keep getting worse. everyone around me think that im crazy. but man, i swear that i am NOT crazy and i really dont want to labeled as “crazy” by people around me. i just want to be calm and quiet atp. im so tired both as physically and mentally and i dont know what to do or how to ask for help if i need to ask for help. people always say that “its okay to ask for help !!! ^_^” ok thank you but HOW ???? 

today was really hard for me. tomorrow will be harder and the next day will be even harder. its getting worse. im getting worse and i dont know what to do with myself 

i feel so fucking exhausted and i feel like falling asleep and sleeping for 10 hours after sobbing and crying for 3 hours straight would make me feel a bit better. 👍 

or maybe i just need a hug.