Celestial Diaries 𖹭 // January 13th, 7:00 PM

Good Evening everybody and welcome back to my daily vlog. And today was.. interesting to say the least ! o-o 

Now as I wrote in my last vlog I like to stay up until 2 am to play games. But only today I stayed up until 4 am... but not for the reason you thought. 

I always log out at 2 am to get to bed.. but today was different. 

But there was this guy who dmed me right after I left the game. I didn't even play any rounds with him and I don't remember ever even interacting with him. But nonetheless, he spoke to me. Making basic small talk and from the beginning pushing me to show myself. He wanted my Instagram at first. To which I lied and said that I didn't have one (I simply don't post anything). Then he asked me for my snapchat which was Red flag Nr. 2 for me. now I'm not one to judge people based of what SM they use, except for Snapchat. The platform known to be full of cheaters and playboys..?! Anyways, I said no to that as well because who did he think he was to be so entitled to get my sm accounts? 

After going back and forth he did give me his discord since it's the only app I don't mind giving out. I insisted for him to show himself first since he was being so pushy. And listen, he wasn't ugly. But he wasn't Leonardo di Caprio in his prime either and that's what I would've expected with the amount of attitude he had. 

Then it was my turn.. and after I send the photos.. I got instantly removed. Not only that but he blocked me as well. And when I messaged him on the game he removed me too without hesitation. Now I know that I'm not ugly. I don't want to be overly confident so I'm being realistic. I'm not completely hideous but I'm also not kyle Jenner. You could say I'm around average, but wow.. That still hurt. Was a simple "Oh, no sorry. You're not my type" so difficult? Did he eat all his keyboard keys for him to be unable to respond?

He's lucky that I'm not a teenager anymore and that my frontal lobe developed far enough to know my value to not get insecure (that's a lie. I had a meltdown at 4 am. But eh, stuff happens. dw, I'm back to thinking rationally ! That was simply just an emotionally weak moment :P) I can't imagine to how many other young girls he's doing this too as well that will start doubting themselves simply because some boy didn't like them (btw he's in his 20s. I pity for his parents). Ladies and gays. If a man asks for your insta or snapchat and acts incredibly inpatient to see you, RUN AS FAR AS YOU CAN !

I do suspect that he expected me to look like the typical Latina or similar which I don't. At all. my to-go look is k-beauty make-up (I also own a lot of k-beauty products if you want me to show em to you lmk !). But yea, felt like I needed to get this out. 

I still haven't eaten yet so I'll do just thatt, do my nightly stretches and hopefully have a peaceful evening without any random drama I beg </3

Buh-byee, have a lovely night and thanks for reading through !