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13.1.25
hi everypony, this is gonna be a little introduction to me and my silly life..i really dont know how to write, but thats mostly why i decided to make an account here, to learn! im pretty bad at explaining things so please excuse me :c
my name is wilda, some might call me willy or wiltsu (a dear friend of mine made up an "avatar" movie inspired name 'wildayam' its hilarious). im sixteen years old so i am currently in high school! i cannot believe im turning 18 next year?! an adult, no way!! school is a bit too much for me since i dont really know how to take it easy with myself.. maybe thats why im so burned out right now, i honestly have no motivation or energy for anything..
i spend most of my free time crafting, listening to music or whatever pops in my head at that moment! ive gotten so tired of social media so ive kinda swapped it for this site..id love to get at least one friend here that i could talk to whenever :P
recently (last year) i dived into japanese fashion and got really into it! (i actually wore gyaru makeup to school today for the first time! the weird looks were not it) in the last months, i finally got the balls to wear clothes that i actually want to wear and oh my god it feels so freeing! its also a way i cope with my ed, it gives me something else to obsess over..i feel customizing your character is the best thing ever! changing hairstyles is also one of my fave things to do, ive dyed my hair red twice and a blackish brown:P right now, i want to bleach my hair but i dont think thats an amazing idea cause ive got a lot of box dye on my hair..but just changing up my haircut is a great way for me to not get bored of myself since i tend to want change pretty often. only with myself though, with my environment i cannot stand change!
is anyone interested in typology(=personality types) here?? the community is a little dead :D (dont mistake mbti types for typology..those two are 2 different worlds) labelling myself with personality types is fun, but whenever i dont act like my 'type' it makes me fall into an identity crisis..i am aware that your personality changes all the way to your mid-twenties but i just dont wanna believe it lol
i really want to work already since ive got no source of money ^^ my family is middle class so theres not too much we can spend on unneccessities (like clothes etc and thats what i really want:c) its not really a thing here to babysit or something, and since i live in a small town its really hard to find a place to work at! perhaps i have to wait for summer jobs.. (someone pls sell me ap or btssb dresses for cheap)
maybe this will do for an intro, i cannot think of any more 'basic' info to add since im not that interesting of a person - have a great day.. if someones reading :P
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Celestia 𖹭
You said you were bad at explaining yourself but I understood everything just fine >.< Careful with putting too much box dye on your hair ! You should usually be fine. But if you decide to use bleach that might cause a few issues.. so best to leave that to a hairdresser ! Honestly, I came to the conclusion that no matter what you do, how you look or how you are people are ALWAYS going to hate for absolutely no reason. So you might as well just do what you wanna do. It's NEVER worth pleasing others over yourself <3. And yes, this community is a little dead and small but ngl I prefer it this way. Although I would like for it to grow a little to help out the devs. It's chill, peaceful, and no rude or hateful comments either (unlike on tiktok or twitter where there's always some rando commenting "No one cares/ Nobody asked"). But yeaa
I'm excited to see more vloggs from you !
youre so sweeet aaaaaa i was thinking of getting my hair bleached at a salon but i dont have the money for that to be honest :c are you also interested in typology yayayay what are your types :P any system
by willy:3; ; Report
Oo, sorry to disappoint but I'm not into all of that :(. It sounds pretty complicated and it's not really a field I'd see myself in (not hating ofc !)
by Celestia 𖹭; ; Report
ohhhhhhh haha i thought youre interested in it since you claimed thats a small fandom :D but yeah maybe its better you dont get familiar with it.. itll just send you to a personality crisis and youll view people just as numbers and letters (seriously its hard to not overanalyze everyone)
by willy:3; ; Report