Writing Block :(

I have writing block but I want to writeeeee

I've been trying for literal MONTHS and it's so exhausting to just try and write and not get anywhere. I have ideas for the writing but when I sit down to do it, it just goes away and I have no motivation for it; even though I want to.

I'm not even exaggerating, I haven't been able to properly write in months, I think before or during october-- ITS A NEW YEAR!!! This should've passed over by nowwww (╯︿╰)

Please just let me do what I loveeeeee,, pleaseeee

I do try though, but I'm in the middle of forcing myself but also not forcing myself... I don't want to because I think it's kind of a bad thing to do, but I also don't know what else would work. because I've already tried waiting (〒▽〒) 

It's so sad and I just don't know what to doooo,, if anyone can help then please try <//3