Spacehey has a blog thing????

I'm not quite sure wether I should select blogging or life for the category, but I guess it doesn't matter that much. I'm really happy to find out this app has a blog section.

When I was 13, I had a girlfriend (who Im gonna call Camelia for her privacy) She had lots of mental issues and we were pretty open about it, which I'm still grateful for you be honest. We both had the passwords to each other's account, not much out of jealousy or a weird way to stalk the others messages, it was just because we'd like to mess with our friends by talking with the others account in our group chats. And to get to the point, one day I noticed that she had a conversation with herself, it got me curious and I checked it, and it was just her talking to herself. It was pretty much vent and I shouldn't have readen that, but I can't change it now and it genuinely was one of the biggest butterfly effect I've ever experienced sooooo

By the following days, I opened a note (because I was way to scared that Camelia might read what I would wrote if I did like her) and just talked about myself. At first it was just venting like she did, Id open a new note every few days, but as weeks and months went on it slowly drifted to a journal more than other. I was so paranoid about anyone reading it that the notes were hidden in a folder, locked by a password, and the application itself was hidden and locked too. And I kept writing like that for months, until one day, when I opened my phone on the morning and saw the screen turned pink. I had no other colors, just shades of pink and vertical green lines. I changed my phone by the following weeks but my new one wasn't a Samsung, however my notes were on Samsung Note. You see the problem. I had just lost all of my notes. Well, not lost, I still have the phone, I can still get it to work, but it's very laggy and the screen screams for hell- So just like that, I lost over 500 notes (I'm not joking, 500 and a few...) along with all the pics that were inside, because the lock I'd put on the app kept it from going in my photo roll...

I've stopped writing since then. I still open a note every now and then but it doesn't taste the same so I just stopped doing so, it feels like talking to a stranger, where my old notes genuinely knew me better than myself (that's going too far I know)

Anyway, the fact that the point of a blog is for people to read it will keep me from making SpaceHey into my new notes folder, but still it's a really good thing to know that it has this option! Also I'd like to mention because I'm proud of it, but I've grown to care less and less about people's judgment. Nowadays I'd let Camelia read all of the notes if she'd wanted to. I still have to work on caring less about how people see me but at least I'm trying my best, and I'm improving things!

I think that's it, I have to go to sleep now, it's past midnight and I have school tomorrow! Stream Esha Tewari send keep in mind that you're loved

(I just read below that I can keep entries private omg if that isn't for me then for who?)