a guy.

currently falling deeper and deeper in love with a guy who would be perfect for me if he wasn’t already dating someone. i hate this so much because im also friends with his gf. im kms istg

quick edit!!

ok so, the guy and his gf broke up but also im not actually into him like at all. my current problem is that im like basically in love with my English teacher. this sucks mostly because i hate him and also hes like seven years older than me. i had a dream yesterday that he kissed me and i feel like throwing up.

ANOTHER IMPORTANT EDIT!!!!!!!!

umm so not into either of them. got over my whole weird english teacher phase which was partially started and extended by my other friend who luckily has the ability to be normal about things. i dont have any crush right now so not particularly crazy but my chipmunk died and im feeling super super super super super suicidal so not exactly better but now my problems arent affecting anyone else i dont think.