Why The Fuck is She In My Ass?

   I won't lie, I basically failed 9th grade. eeee. It wasn't purely on purpose. I had asked for help and support, asked questions, and even requested my mom to put me in after school program and summer school. In the moment my mom ignored me when I brought up my grades, the program, or anything like those. She called me a liar for saying I mentioned it any of it in the first place. Or she straight up said she did not gaf, and to get tf out of her face.

Though, when my grades were topic of conversation, she said I was going to graduate at 27. I was not getting into a good college, and dropped A.D.D on me. Off topic: the a.d.d thing bothers me, because I am not diagnosed with anything and she yelled at me when I asked what was wrong with me when I was younger. I would've liked that answer sooner.

Now all of a sudden, she is threatening to take my phone for a bad grade and I will lose all privileges. So, school just started and I missed class on Thursday. I couldn't turn in some assignments as a result. Now I have an F in that class. So, I pleaded my case with her and told her the work is done, I just missed school. She did not care and did not allow me to go to a friend's birthday party.

Which wouldn't be an issue if we weren't moving soon and out of state, back to her abusive boyfriend. So, if you didn't gaf in the start, why are you up my ass now?

Anyway this was a rant, but, y'all relate? >:p