blog #2 : mid-night thoughts ⊹₊⟡⋆

Mon, 13 Jan 2025, 00:40AM (ICT)

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i had some thoughtz ab relationships w my fwendz n i noticed how i strugglez 2 b the person who reach out first 2 them. cuz i was scared that i may bother them at sum point i didnt wanted 2 text them first (╥﹏╥) i felt lost that most of my high school fwends now have new fwendz group while im just here alone. i did made fwendz in my uni but becuz we r in diff. major now itz hard 4 us 2 meet each other that much. so basically im all alone ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 

so yeh, becuz of that i was sad. n i posted a story of how i felt on IG. i was surprised that a few fwendz that actually cared n texted me 2 ask me 2 hangout w them. it made me changed my perspective of how i approached my fwends. n ive realized ive got great fwendz around me (  ≧ᗜ≦) we were just apart becuz of our diff. lives as an adult n honestly i should have been much more understanding. (╥‸╥)

literally almost removed my last beztie just becuz of my own overthinking-thoughts. haizzz (｡•́︿•̀｡) i deleted that post n now ive realized itz worth it 2 just spend a few $ 2 spend a bit quality time w my fwends.

i wish the new year me could be more positive n that i would change my attitude n the way i viewed ppl so negatively (╥‸╥)

anywayz, i was able 2 connect w sum old highschool fwendz n we r going to a board game cafe on Wed!! super excited hehe >< n im going 2 another place which iz a workshop that doez these handmade bracelates n stuff so it'll be super fun! yayyyy <3333

welp, thatz the end of my diary 4 today hehe plz share hows ur day iz today 2! i would love 2 hear them <333

Goodnight luviez ♡(˃͈ ˂͈ )

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