Chillin // Blogpost #17

Im back, but with a compressive wrist brace this time. No more random ass wrist pain for me! As usual, this is weird and rambly. If you dont wanna read that kinda thing, press Alt and Left Arrow Key at the same time.

..Orr you could press the previous page button, but thats slower.

Soooo I got a wrist brace for my weird RSI thing.I stg im aging faster than everyone else I know, its crazy. Also, I just realised something. My mom, for my whole damn life, said I eat a lot. 'wow thats a full plate', 'wow youre getting something that big?', ect ect all that shit. but like, heres the thing. Im not gonna lie I literally never fucking put 2 and 2 together before.

Shes just anorexic, and Im super fucking skinny. I want to eat normal amounts of food and SHES the weird one! God thats good to know, like. Maybe I shouldnt trust someone who eats an apple every other day and thinks thats fine for food advice. Fuckin A, who would've thought that yk?

AND I got super depressed for like 4 months and didnt eat anything and lost a shit ton of weight, and you know what? I thought I was being like 'Oh I eat a shit ton normally I can get back to normal w/o even trying' but its been a while and I still. am a bug.

eugh, alright. I guess I need to eat more and... Gain Weight (so so scary) to get back to any of my fucking bras fitting. I really have some like, internalized fatphobia or whatever to work on.

....

anyways.

Found a good ass band! heres a bandcamp link to what I'm listening to right now
https://theblacktones.bandcamp.com/track/the-devil-and-grandma

My camera collection has grown to.. shit I have 7 cameras now if you count the flip phone I use just for pics. I recently found the worlds shittiest camera and god is it beautiful. its 0.3 Megapixels, takes 1 AAA battery, and uses an obscure old data transfer cord that I cant find anywhere online. (Looks sorta like a USB-5?) Its so fucking bad I love it so much. I would link pictures I took with it, but Idk how to do that;;;

Still though. Its cool and so so bad and I love it. Not sure what type of camera it is but its FCC S/N is 030-1012001945 if you wanna find it for yourself.

Like anyone would ever read this. fuck it, doesn't matter,,, who cares. Fuck my stuopid baka life or something.

Ohhhh thats an emotion happening now. Well im gonna go distract myself now, peace!