I Believe That I'll Never Be Able To Experience Love.

I don't know what is wrong with me but I feel like I'm not capable of any kind of romantic love. I'm eighteen and only have one ex. I guess It's normal but the problem is everyone around me is experiencing love but me. My problem is that I can't stand talking to someone even though I know that they're into me. It doesn't matter if they have an insane face card, a successful life or a genuinely nice personality. It's just never enough for me. I'm a person that has VERY strong morals and if the person that I'm talking to doesn't approve this side of me or they just basically have different morals It'll never work. I have no tolerance for even a slight disagreement. I'll automatically assume that they're a bad person and instantly remove them from my life. I know it sounds insufferable but I want to be honest and that's just the kind of person I am. Maybe It's an undiagnosed god complex or something but I want it to stop. I don't think I'm aromantic because sometimes I want someone beside me. It's just that the urge is never strong enough for me to take action. I've spent my whole life hoping that I'll find the "perfect person" but maybe It's time to accept that no one will ever be good enough...