i hate visiting my family

i have to visit my dad and grandma a few times a year in spokane oh BOY do i wanna kill myself🙏!!!! all the food here makes me feel sick the water tastes bad the air is too heavy my beds to hard my pillows are too dense the floors too cold the dogs are too loud theres too much pet hair everywhere everyone is so difficult to talk to and theyr always trying to convince me to move here like dude just being here for a week has me freaking the FUCK out and you think could live here??? they treat me like im clueless and it pisses me off mother fucker yes i know how to work a computer and no im not going to start coming here more often to use it its mine and im taking home you ginger fuck. not the be rude but shut the hell up pls. and somehow everytime i come bere i end up super sick and have to sit in the bathroom all nauseous for like an hour what the hell are they putting in this food. its too hot and too cold and there always the sound of a clock ticking no matter way i go the place is way too dark at night the stairs are too steep i hate all the furniture here oh my god im going to blow myself up