Being the seocnd choice

This is my first blog and I just feel like talking about something rn and my grammar is the best but bear with me (pls)

Anyway at school i only have 2 main friends who we can call eve and may so may doesn't come to school often since she has to take care of family stuff so its mostly just me and eve.

I've started to notice how when may or eve's other friends aren't around she'll only talk to me and stuff but the second they come back i'm left all by myself i mean i have other friends but its not like i'm THEIR main friends either so

and i hate being all by myself too.

the only time eve and may will talk to me is when they notice when im just sitting there talking to nobody and just staring off.

i hope i make sense