Love and deepspace rant [crying]

Oh my goodness have yall seen the new Caleb trailer?? Okokok.. when he first showed up I thought he was cute, his voice.. ehh but he was and still is a cutie BUT NOW??? Literally I was just thinking randomly a few weeks ago and I was like “how are they going to top Sylus? Like I love Zayne.. BUT SYLUS-“ (I started playing for Zayne then left the game cuz I didnt really get it at the time, fast forward Sylus came and stole my heart and he was and still is my main.) I NEVER thought in a million years I would even try to replace him at all but BY CALEB?? LIKE REALLY-? When I saw the trailer the other day bro I literally cried I F*CKING CRIED because I was DEVASTATED BY THE FACT THAT I ACTUALLY WAS RETHINKING ME AND SYLUS. I literally have all the cards and myths for Sylus, completely maxed out and im over here thinking about this man Caleb. Like I won’t completely kick Sylus to the side like no, he is literally my main in fighting.. like no lol but like… Calebs myth and his fighting style is so fireeeee. I was like okay imma just get his cards cuz he just got released and it would be dumb on my part to not get them. But like the more stupid freaking edits I seen of this man and the more times I rewatch the trailer.. GOSH IM SO DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF LIKE REAL SH*T. like the first thing that sold me from his trailer was when it first started and he was groaning. like freaking groaning in pain. AND HIS BACK HIS MASSIVE SEXC DELICIOUS BACK- THATS WAT SOLD ME T_T IM JUST A GIRL OKAY.  Im literally so devastated. The more I think about him, the more I need him. Am I a Caleb girlie now?? Like a MAINLY Caleb girl now. Like I mentioned before- I always liked him, I never hated on him, it was just his voice a bit but I liked him for the most part.. but now. I dont know what to do. Imma still get Sylus’s cards of course but now I got to add Caleb to my collection.. Im so sorry Sylus-