like what

so guys I was at my gfs house today I've missed her for so long we meet two days earlier but still. it went great! but I wanted to kiss her so bad but I culdent because I was shy she's just so pretty and beatiful so instead I kissed her on the cheek goodbye but I really want to kiss her like why can't I why am I so indecisive. 

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being teenager is so hard guys like I don't want to be older nor younger but still like this stage in my live is so hard.. I have like a big identity crisis.

like after me and my ex broke up I became emo because he said that was his worst nightmare but idk I really like it I feel more happy but the stares bu idc because im like a totale freak overall and I love being different. 

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