Blogpost #16 or some shit // Normal

Normal preamble, uhh. this is weird and rambly and shit, so if you dont wanna read some real nonsense then dont be here anymore. get out of here

So. 

Life updates! I am. alive. You usually need to be alive to do a life update but mmmnyou know. idk, maybe a ghost could give a life update. I don't wanna judge something i don't know abt.

Decided to give myself a lip piecing, cause fuck it its cool and nothing really matters so may as well look sexy before I die.

Went to a music store, got some CDs. Some albums by Halequin Jones, uhh leme check.
E.P. and Bad Beginnings

I couldn't listen to it before I bought it since my phones in like 15 pieces right now but, hey, shes pretty good. Heres her bandamp, maybe check it out sometime
https://harlequinjones.bandcamp.com/

Someone in school, like a friend of a friend started.. Petting me,, at lunch? Like she just gives me head pats. Like. Okay, sure. Yeah?? Thats. Like Im not rly sure what to say abt that but that's a thing that started happening.

Thats all the bigger things that've happened, now its everybodies favourite segment! Thats right, Its time for Me Just Saying Whatever I Think Of Time! (i thought I could come up with something catchier than that but I couldn't I'm so so sorry ): )

Im drinking monster out of a bourbon glass with a lemon slice.. I mean thats just fucking awesome. I forgot that you can just make normal shit fancy and its so fun.

Energy drinks are so much better than coffee, the only good coffee ive ever had was from a hoel I wasnt dtaying at. It was abt 2:30 and freezing out, so i judsohh shit hokd on

fucking repeditivestress injuries. flared up, now im juust using my left hand to type. fucking god I need a desk, not just 2 goddamn milk crates. SO un-ergonomic. str uyt butruei d xkjrfs6i o okay. anyways i just ducked inside and the xlerk or whatever was asleep so i went in the breakfast area, right, and they had a coffee machine. god iw was great, it was so warm after being outside for so long, it was. Divine. (i would do italics but. no right arm, so this is what ya get.)

then i saw some dude from school come out of a room with a couple other guys in it.  so. i mean you go king
mightve been a girl in there, but if there was I didn't see her.

So thats my story about good coffee #goodcoffee

any other time i had coffee its been straight up nauseating, i just fill a shot glass w/ half instant coffee half water and treat it like trash vodka. Aint great but i still gotta have caffine to live, so.

Oh shit i found a pile of zins on the stairs in school too. Who the fuck does zins
i miss when juuls were the big thing, it was at least better than those disposables painted bright colours like some kids toy. now its those and nicotine pouches sold by some racist pos. Ik I shouldn't expect much from the people who brag about drinking lean and do fucking galaxy gas pretending like theyre from the hood, not the suburbs, but still. I had hope.

also like most of the guys talked about how glad theyare that trump won even tho literally all of them are black so. shit yeah i never shouldve even hoped. I think most teenagers dont get how.. fucking anything works, and i just forget that Ive put effort and shit into learning how to live life and not end up as a real terrible person. Its not their fault, they're just young and dont care about the things I do.

Doesnt change how casually shitty they are sometimes, but. ah whatever, doesnt matter much. Im sure Ive got lots of problems myself, I just havent noticed it yet.

Maybe I shouldnt complain so much, shouldn't be so harsh about everything.
nah fuck it this is where I go to complain about things, Im gonna say whatver I want. Also Im so mentally ill and I cant just always act chill, Ive gotta be a little extra sometimes.

Eugh this is long, well. Guess I'll end it here. have a good day, good night, and a good everything else nerds on the internet. See ya when I see ya