new homegirls?

i need new friends. I wanna be able to talk to you about anythinggggg not just about yourself and me.. all my friends ditched me to be weird bitc?!es just for me to come out by myself. I was recently backdoored by my own cousin ( I grew up with her like a sister). She told sb I was talking to a secret that we all laughed about half a year ago. it’s not actually something to laugh about nor brag about and she told him on purpose like I was her enemy.. it’s a lot more to the story like a lot I just need sb to talk to and laugh about things and be able to hangout maybe - cid