My thoughts on my Fictional Others (F/Os) Self shipping friends wanted!!

I wish I could live in a fantasy where my favourite characters are real. Is that too much to ask for? I want to lay in the arms of Craig Boone on a cold Nevada desert night. I want to eat cheese with Allan Red. I long to have a conversation with Eric Tomizawa about life. I would kill for Tohru Adachi if he wanted me to. I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO BE A VAMPIRE WITH LIAM DE LIONCOURT! Tiffany Valentine would be my queen/bestie <3

I think I will start writing about my daydreams as a coping mechanism to spending time with them. Are there any other self shippers on here? We should totally add each other on discord if there are! Should I post some of my writing here? I'd probably write about Eric Tomizawa, Boone, and Adachi the most. 

Eric has been a comfort to me in my darkest times. When I was going through the traumatic loss of my discord/friend group he was there with his goofy ass smile. He's always been honest, comforting, and would listen with an open mind. Probably the most husband material of them all if I'm being realistic. 

Boone is the type of man I'd love to spend the rest of my days with. I just know he's a dorky man full of love and adoration under all the trauma. He seems the most loyal yes man who would do anything to protect the woman in his life. I can only imagine how it would feel to be in his arms. He reminds me of my IRL partner in those ways I guess.

Adachi is the man I feel like I could come to about anything with no judgement. He knows what it's liked to be kicked around and as a result become someone you could never be proud of. He would be the most understanding of any situation I come to him with. I know he'd comfort me through any shame or negative feelings about myself before distracting me with affection and jokes. 

The more I talk about them here the more I just want to get lost in my mind so I can get lost in their eyes... Does this make me a sad being? Maybe, but my whole life has been one big shit show. I deserve a little disassocitation as a treat.