earphones

I don’t think I plan on ever making it clear, but the main reason I wear earphones on full blast is to drown out noise. To give me a semblance of privacy in a place where I quite literally have none. I can’t even write in my actual journal about what I feel because it’s possible she’ll read it and question everything. I know if I talk about this, it’ll end up getting misunderstood once again anyways.