men

thursday, january 9th, 2025

i'll share a story because i want people to be aware of the kind of men earth has on it's planet.  this, that happened to me, makes me hate men just a little more when i think about it.

i was messing with an older man at my gym.  definitely someone i should not have been getting involved with.  but you know how that goes.  we started talking, blah, blah, blah and it was perfect for a while.  we were going on dates.  i got my first kiss from him even.  i wish i hadn't wasted it on someone like it.  i had always been afraid of intimacy but for some reason when i was with him, that fear didn't seem so big.  he really had a way with words.  whether they were good or hurtful.  towards the end was when things starting getting bad.  he never paid any attention to me.  this being my first situationship (nope wasn't official but we basically was), it didn't occur to me that he was seeing my best friend from the gym on the side fucking her.  i wasn't ready to lose my virginity to him especially not with me thinking about waiting until marriage.  it wasn't until months after he ended things with me on a random sunday that i knew about how they were messing with each other on the side.  all of the crying that i had done seemed to have faded away in the heat of the moment while me and my best friend confessed everything.  but when it was over, tears came rushing down and a simple question came to me.

how many times did he kiss me, touch me, with the same mouth and hands he did things to my best friend with?

so guys!  the moral of the story is.. don't even get into a situationship because that shit WILL kill you.  beware of men.  approach with caution.  or don't approach at all actually.