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Why is it so fucking hard to talk to people and go out in public, every time I’m outside of school and my house I get so nervous and anxious about being alone in public like every time I’m at the book store I a family member next to me while I look at fucking books BOOKS. And if their not near me I get hella anxious and dont get me started with talking the only people I talking to in public is my family (I don’t hang out with friends outside of school) ordering food from McDonald of all places is hard HOW IS IT SO HARD TO ORDER A FUCKING HAPPY MEAL . Like I just start freezing up and my words just don’t come out of my mouth, and my family knows I struggle with this and they all bitch about me not being able to be alone in public ITS NOT MY FAULT I GET NERVOUS. They get on my nerves so much about me being anxious. how about you fucking help me instead of just being annoyed and angry about it?? 

(Sorry if the grammar is shit)