love and all that stuff!

I woke up this morning with an impending reminder that in my 20 years I have never experienced romantic love. For so long I've thought of myself as less than, or inadequate because of my inability to understand that side of love. Am I unlikable? Is there something inherent about me that says stay away? 

I guess i'll never know. But there is one thing I do know. This life is not linear. We are not bound by archaic social constructs that tell us how or when or who to love. 

I want to be more than who wants or doesn't want me. I try my best to be introspective but there's only so much I can talk about until there's only one thing left to talk about...