-ˋˏ ༻✿༺ ˎˊ- blog 3: vent

(╥﹏╥) i failed my drivers test

i am so sad about it but its ok ill just retake it 

i just feel bad bc im literally 21 and should have my license by now but i failed and now everyone has to wait even longer for me to get it. its really not that deep but i feel like it is idk

on a better note im getting my sleeve almost finished this saturday!  im gonna get err from aqua teen hunger force tatted:

LMFAO I JUST REALIZED THIS IS HIM ON A BLANKET I THOUGHT IT WAS A NORMAL PICTURE..

anyway LOL

along with this little text kitty:

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(not the exact same but very similar)

and a few other things like a big star with the skelanimals cat face in it, and a lot of nautical stars to fill in the space. also gonna get the clock from don’t hug me im scared. i might even add more cause ill have a lot of room. this will be the biggest session cause i might get my fingers finished too but idk i might wait on those. i know i wanna do a lot of the things on my arm in color but also in black to match the rest of my arm. 

i rly wanna get allan from smiling friends tatted too… thinking about where to put him

eventually ill have to do my elbow and around it so i can connect the two and im nervous about it but im sure ill think of something that’ll fit. 

very excited

until then all i can do is wait and pass time. i got my artist a box of needles so that she doesn’t run out when we do my arm. 

ive been so sad about my test ive just been eating and spending money about it. ugh ive been so mad at myself lately. ik i shouldn’t be but i can’t help it. i CAN drive, and it was really small things i was messing up on, its just annoying and i was really nervous. i drove myself home from work today and went thru a drive thru to get food, that was rly fun. hopefully i can do it again tomorrow or even from now on until i get the car myself.  

its my car, but not technically cause its in my boyfriends and my moms name until my boyfriend gets his own truck. i think thats why im the most sad about it. if i were to have gotten my license, he would’ve been able to get his dream truck within this month, but since i failed and have to wait till next month, his truck will probably be gone by the time i can take over our car. i just feel bad and ive been beating myself up over it.  

on the bright side i got my cosmetology license recently so i applied at ulta, and im waiting for the salon i want to work at to get back to me. my friend is gonna teach me how to work with gel and do gel x + gel manicures. i know the basics but ill def need to be taught a lot. im gonna also be doing blowdries. (easy asf) and eventually color when im ready to, as well as pedicures which is like easy asf.  she made me a list to start getting from amazon which ill be working on soon. 

thats basically it. i need to take more selfies to post on here. my hair was slaying today and i got a new lip plumper but i was in work clothes so i didn’t take pics.. lame. 

see y’all l8r, probably with a tattoo update

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ﾟ。 m4ryj4y 

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