Feeling dumb

Hello all. Honestly I'm loving this site so much, its such a great bit of nostalgia for me. But also at the same time I feel dumb being on here as an adult. My partner thinks I'm being dumb by enjoying this so much and that I " live online" and all I'm interested in is my mobile games and my scrolling threw tiktok, Which isn't true because they say the same thing when I read my books too. Sometime I feel like sense I'm mom and older I'm not "allowed" to enjoy things from my youth like online gaming, reading and enjoying my silly socials. 

I still do all of adult responsibilities and my kids are taken care of. I do it all housework, cooking, shopping, and run my kids to all of their therapies and appointments and I make time for my partner too. Is it so wrong to want to "take a break" for an hour or so for me time? I get being a mom and wife is a full time job, but I don't know, Im starting to feel bad for enjoying this like I am like I'm immature or acting childish. as my partner says its stupid and to get all defensive about it is dumb. I don't know but I feel better venting into the void of the internet. lol. First blog post ever.

Till next time travelers.