Relationship rant

I wish that everytime i find somone who THINKS they like me wich is very rare they usually just end up cheating on me or using my for sex or just GHOSTING me, like i just want a long lasting SERIOUS relationship where i can be myself, and i dont have to change and the other half gets me and loves me and i dont have to hide anything i just hate this so fucking much people's standards are so high these days especially if you're not tiktok emo, if you aren't that and you have a partner then go you!! i just feel unloved and like im gonna be alone forever with nobody at all.