Personality, Imagination, Feelings About Falling In Love

Do you believe in those MBTI Personality quizzes?

I am INFP, and I don't subscribe to believing those online tests or whatnot, but I have gotten the same results from years of being forced to take these tests. I recently took one with my family. It was very fun to find out that both my oldest sister and dad had the same personality, while me and my first young brother had similar ones.

I did watch a video to find out more, and it actually helped me understand myself better! While I did know I was overall awkward and stayed away from getting into conflicts, I always wondered why I was more of an oblivious daydreamer. I'm not by any means dumb, I just prefer to stay in my mind. It's fun to imagine things and be vicarious. My imagination can be very....exposing if I explain it here.

It also showed me how selfless I am. I never gave myself a break and convinced myself I loved to help people, and I do, but half of the time others can make you think otherwise. It's sad when people take you for granted and replace you...But, it helps me learn! I can be more patient with people, but am sort of sad I can't open up to other about this. I learn most of my life lessons from trial and error...I can't talk to anyone or I'll start crying and seem too sensitive...I care too much about what people think even through a screen!

The last part is love. I have never been in a relationship before, but I am really scared of scaring the future man I love away. I'm a huge baby and am just random. My thoughts are all over the place, and I get anxious when too many things are happening at once. I have my speculations about certain things going on with me....but I'll never know unless I'm tested. Certain things run in my family.

I just hope when I find love, I don't get taken advantage of. I think that will be the most heartbreaking thing for my fragile personality and perception of what love is.