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I just wish no one could wake me from my sleep, just so I could live in my dreams.
I've been wanting to end my life, hoping to wake up in a world where peace is known, where fantasy is reality, and where I am free from chaos and the injustice of most situations.
I imagine myself running through the grasslands, dancing with the wind. As I lay on the ground, the sky would be a brilliant blue—or maybe pink. People would play instruments every noon, and everyone would wear comfortable clothes. I would come home to my mother, singing a beautiful melody as she cooks a pie for lunch. I would see my father and brothers planting vegetable seeds for the next harvest season. I would watch my little siblings playing ring-a-rosies without a care, their eyes full of light, laughing and joking with one another. And I would see myself in the mirror—genuinely happy, content with all I have and all I want.
It’s simple.
It feels like such an endless dream.
And I could never live it.
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Mr. Lynch M.
I think I know the feeling. Last night I couldn't sleep at all (as usually) and in those nights I just wish to be able to sleep and don't wake up anymore. It's a weird feeling, I know my sudden death could bring some sadness yet at the same time I think it wouldn't matter at all...
I'll be happy knowing damn well that my problems will be gone and it wouldn't matter anymore. Maybeeee it's just like that, that I have been feeling empty these days. And my last hope is that in my dreams, I could be happy. In my last moments of being alive, these thoughts will surely run through my mind.
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