bbpd is so fun love wanting to kms every time something little goes wrong

I’m so BLESSED!!!!!! I love that God picked ME for this MENTAL ILLNESS! I love being human and alive YUP! that’s me I Love being alive and I do not lie to my therapist every session to prevent being put in the mental hospital. I love being ignored like that’s so hot it’s so sexy when I think I’m the problem with someone all the time. I definitely have not ever been used for my body! i definitely don’t want to throw up and scream and fucking PASS AWAY!!!!!!!! Right now I’m so happy with my life THANK UOU GOD! I want to kill my self tonght what if I died and was chosen to come back down and tell you about it like a 2nd Jesus LMFAOOO