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i don't think i've posted anything here yet before but hello, so here goes!!
for the past 2 years i've been preparing myself for this specific exam where I live, it's the major a factor that shapes the course of life and career for many of the people who live here with me. but i'm the kind of person who get anxious a lot and yet doesn't do much about things, i'm more of a 'tolerant and go with the flow kind of person, yk? plus... i don't really know if I want to do this with full effort or no because i also have issues with myself, i wanna do better than everyone but at the same time idgaf bcs i'm sort of burnt out too, like everyone else is miles ahead and im jst lost..
so i've been studying, however i'm worried that my efforts won't reach my goals, because i have many distractions around me and i've had a history with attention span issues, and my inability to put all my focus on one thing. (i think i have adhd, but it remains undiagnosed so idrk either)
i probably js need reassurance but the maths papers I took today felt humbling, LMFAOOO, like, i totally studied, but not thoroughly i guess... the abc question paper felt easy but I'm unsure... like it's probably playing tricks on me but i'm hoping i get more than half right...
the other paper was a near disaster, at least I could answer most of it... although my solutions probably weren't complete at all...
anyway, i'm more concerned for tomorrow's paper, now since we only have 2hrs and 30 minutes to answer but we have like 14 questions including factual stuff and more than3 are essays...
i'm probably cooked highkey but this was sort of a vent thing cuz idrk who to talk to,,, anyhow good day/night everyone
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alex
Gosh, I understand you man. Next year I’m also having important/final exams. I think the best thing you can do is just prepare the way you can. You’re really strong for going through this and I hope you’ll be able to pass everything. Many people, including teachers, like to scare us and say that we won’t pass but judjing from my experience ( I had several important exams before too ) the exams are mostly easier than people say, especially compared to their demo versions. I’m not sure how different it is in different countries but I just wanna wish you luck anyways. I’m sure you’ll pass them
oml thank you, kind anon, i'm wishing you the best too in prep for ur next exam, i'm going to do as best as I could so i wont regret anything sjdkhfs
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