My dream (zombie apocalypse)

HIII GUYS so listen up i had this dream the other night that its about a ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE and this dream keep repeats itself from time to time... allways the same

I constantly wonder if it means something or not but anyways here is the story;

So i appear in a meadow with a river creating something like an island. Im fully aware of the zombie apocalypse going on so i allways decide to save myself and other people who migt want to seek shelter, so i build like those huge walls around the island they are something like a middle ages castle walls exept for castle inside i build houses and plant trees until the island looks like a fairy tale thing inside. people are living in it they are coming in and out (like moving out or in like normal neighborhood). this place is beautiful like AGHHH

So im allways the one who watches over things takes care of people and things like that. i remember having my own cave under the island i like to sit in and be alone for a while to gather my thoughts.

But the dream never ends well. one "day" lets say i notice new group of people walking out the bus they allways come in to the island (dont ask its a dream) and i hear some blonde girl its allways the same fucking girl making a fuss over something i cant remember. so i climb down from the walls on some high platform wanting to clam down the blonde girl 

BUT THERE IS THIS TWIST. 

i get killed. the dream allways ends up with me getting hit?? with something in my head like an arrow or something like that my vision blank in seconds and i just wake up after that or sometimes have another dream out of blue. i never can clam down the girl properly idk why

so thats the dream im allso fully aware of the zombies outside roaming somewhere around.

i also remember having a talk with one? of the zombies before the girl accident. but its all blurry i dont remember it i just know i did talked with one before and it wasnt a bad talk.

the creepy thing is that im fully aware i can just move away and not get hit BUT I ALSO HAVE THAT FEELING IN MY GUTS IT WOULD END SO BADDDD. i had this dream since i was LITTLE  to now and idk i like this dream tbh its all good before the girl thing

So like what yall think about it? could it mean something or its just a dream?

that is my first blog hope yall like it!! i have a lot more of weird dreams i can talk about in my next bloges

GUYS THATS ALL SEE YALL NEXT TIME LOVESSS ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ) (sorry for bad english im still learning)