I wanna be an idol!!! (´∩｀。)

i am SO tired of acting nonchalant and cool, I wanna be an idol, But i have a conserative ass family (my dad side anyways) and i know they'll give me hell for not wanting to be a depressed mf neurosurgeon

But YOLO, Im really cute but i know i wont survive in the industry, Im not holding back on food or handling pervs just for money (I might do that jn the future) but anyways its better to look likr an idol instead of being one

Cant get my hair dyed unfortunately (#´Д`) so im gonna have to stick to dieting and skincare routines for the time being til im an adult.

Not sure how the skincare and diet plan will work considering im a student who needs an all-nighter to finish all of his shit, BUT WE DOING IT

First, Skipping breakfast and dinner, Breakfast, My mom wont notice but she sometimes eats dinner with us, And she'll reprimand me if she finds out im on a diet cause she already thinks im skinny enough (I wanna be all muscle) So i should eat little in those cases, Skincare? Im surprisingly not high maintenance, All i need is a facial cleanser for acne (Im not pimply trust, Its to prevent future breakouts) and hair conditioner eith leave-in and i look gorgeous.

Im tired, Im going to sleep