Shell of former clown

My page is totally covered in rainbows and clowns, for these are things I love, but I feel like my style has totally shifted away from clowncore as a whole. I miss dressing totally stupid and colorful, I really don’t think I put as much effort into my outfits anymore. My forearms used to be completely covered in Kandi, I’d wear a party or jester hat daily, and all my clothes were on full saturation. I miss those days, but I feel so terribly tired to even try to put in all that effort. You kinda have to train yourself to enjoy all the layers and over accessorizing, and if you fall out of loop with the overload you become totally foreign to all the textures. I can hardly wear any bracelets cause I’ve become so uncomfortable with them. I do think change is good and important, but I do miss being a dumb rainbow clown. 

I might continue this page as an outlet for my love of rainbows and clowns. Just cause I don’t necessarily dress like a clown anymore, doesn’t mean the love of clowns has ceased to exist.