More dreams...

Last night I had a bunch of different dreams about my fiance and my son. I'm missing them more and more each day, it's getting harder and harder to deal with but I just think of all the good times we've had in order to get through it... Some of the dreams with just my fiance and I were sexual, I just miss her in every way and it's hard not knowing if she's feeling the same way or not. I also hope my son hasn't forgotten about me. I'm just so lost anymore. Sometimes I just wanna stay asleep so the dreams never end, because reality sucks right now 😔