christmas

no one is talking about how after you lose your loved ones the holidays are never the same. im an orthodox christian and we celebrate christmas on 7th of January. both of my grandmas are not with us anymore and even tho i feel so loved those days will never be like they were back then. im not even that religious and i still mourn it the most during these times of the year...

i always went to my grandmas house on christmas and she would cook the best food ever and we would all be together for hours sharing different stories and laughing like crazy. its almost like i will have to find a way to fill that void but i have no idea how. ok i think my rant is over