i'm alive i think ( 06/01/25 )

after like a year i'm back

happy late new year or whatever

i meant to post something like 8 months ago but each time i tried to write i got interrupted by something, so now i'm finally free of any responsibilities and i'm able to write in peace

obviously a lot of stuff happened in the time i was inactive and i believe myself to be a completely different person honestly

i learned what it means to have a healthy and stable relationship ( me nd my bf have been together for +1 year, nd even spent new years together ), i learned what it means to have healthy and fun friendships ( i ended up with a friend group of six ), and what it means to have a healthy relationship with myself. i don't hate myself anymore, and even if i don't fully love everything that makes me be me, at least it's something i learned to accept

i believe last year to be the year in which i grew the most as a person and started to focus more on the nice aspects of life rather than the overwhelming negatives of it, and i'm happy for that

it sounds pretty cringey i guess but i really believe i'm the happiest i've ever been

anyways, i'll be posting some of my art since these past few days i've been drawing non stop after a burn out of 8 months lol, surprisingly, i did not forget how to draw

oh also i'm learning portuguese (˶°ㅁ°)!!