hey! another mental health check...

been doing pretty shitty honestly....

struggling to b me

won't b seeing Sonic 3 now but later cuz they'll release it later where i live due to some delays

still gotta work on getting money except i didn't had lot of time for that

my mom went out of the house like a week ago to visit my grandma so MY uinnemployed ass had 2 maintain the house, it was mentally draining as no one gave me a fuckin brake but ight

i'm starting to grow out of my clothes n sum have holes, bein broke sucks

i was sick for a week a few days ago

BUT like like 2 days ago i went skating, WENT AWESUMMMMMMMMM i tasted the white cum flavour 4 the first time, shit was LITTTT, first i hit the street spots near me to warm up, i do really shitty but hey i sk8d as soon as body stopped killin so ye, but after i went 2 a nu skatepark, taking the bus, 4got my mp3 player unfortun8ly but i managed... I loved going there, it was real pretty and the sk8park looked lit, unfortun8ly a lady there killed da vibez by tellin me "you're not allowed without a helmet", fuck helmets bro i just wanna sk8 so i waited 4 it 2 close n went in anyway lmao, trolled the security but they weren't in their outside cabin thingy, prolly y they didn't bother me but good 4 me i got 2 sk8 for free!, awesum sk8sesh really, landed my FIRST FRONTSIDE 180 LESSS GOOOOO, i did amazing even relearning the manuals, i locked tf in, skated so many spots afterwards but i was getting softer i didn't had the energy so i went home.

the rejection from my crush been hitting pretty hard tho gotta admit, we're friends n i still talk 2 her but like... MANNNN everytime she talks its like i feel sum... like my stomach feels butterflies n shit lolz anyway ik she won't b mine n i'm kinda ok with it i just need unnattach myself from the time we flirted, she was awesome sauce....

Anyway my exe still rants bout me, i genuinely can't give 2 shits but just makin sure he ain't trouble no more....

anyway i'll start grabbin my life by the nuts 2morrow n do sum, i think i've coped enough now...

Everyday is still a fight 2 b the best version of myself

MARBLE HORNETS TIM PLUSHY GOIN AWAY SOON I GOTTA BUY IT!!!!