Reminiscence

This sadness taking hold of me

has nothing to do with you

And everything to do with you

The idea of us two

That will never come true

Has me gazing at the wide open blue

Of the sky 

asking "Why God?"

Why send a soul to me destined to leave?

One so vibrant and heavenly,

A soul that yearns to be free

And yet still sees me

To connect with the random

and still remain a mystery,

that pull at the heart

after revealing a mirrored history,

how can souls deny such a moment?

Where nothing is wasted

Where time is well spent

When words are fueled with meaning and truth

A love blooms reminiscent of my youth

When the world around me was a divine question of whys and hows

Here I am now

Before who must be an agent of God

Who has carved time, that is reserved for them, but has made it mine

Sharing the parts of me I held close in fear of them falling away 

as parts do as we go through Life

And caring for the parts you shared of yourself 

that were molded into diamonds 

after all the toil and strife 

you went through to get here

An inspiration to one who suffers in silence

A silence that has refused to leave ever since you did

How I long to hold your hand again

To make you laugh again

To miss my train home again

To see you blush again

With all of the Love in my heart I wish to see you again. 

If only for a moment.