Rambling about turning 20

I've been 20 for like 20 days now, that's crazy. (I may or may not be able to count) My birthday feels like ages ago but I'm still in holiday mode where I don't know what day it is. Well tbh I never know what day it is lol. Really need someone to hire me rn tho, shit is expensiveee. Idk what I expected out of turning 20 but I guess I thought it would feel different or smthn, even tho it never does. Idk, I guess turning 20 really solidified how I actually have no friends, so that sucks. I mean I guess I knew that anyway, it still sucks to have that confirmation though. Oh how different my life was 4 years ago.

Anywayyy, my family's new puppy is kind of a handful. We've had her like 2 and half weeks now. She's a mini dachshund, her name's Molly. She's tiny and cute af but she bites, like really hard. I have scratches and bite marks all over my arms and hands from her. This time it is actually from a dog. We have 2 older dogs and they're still getting used to her. She used to stay on the rug but now she runs around the house the second you look away and she loves tags. 

If some of this makes no sense, sorry. My laptop screen is glitching so that's just lovely (please pray for my laptop, it CANNOT die.) I'm listening to Untrue by Burial atm, it's one of my favourite albums ever. I fucking love Burial and Untrue is genuinely such an amazing album. It really changed how I approach making music. I actually can't really put into words how much I love that album but I hope everyone gets to experience that kind of love with an album. I truly don't think albums will ever die. The death of the album myth has been going around for ages but pretty much all the top artists right now make albums, most artists in general do. I've been watching Private Practice. I've seen some of it before but I've never finished it. I recently rewatched Season 21 of Grey's Anatomy and was thinking about rewatching from the first season but I'm probably gonna finish Private Practice soon. Might rewatch Station 19 too now that it's over. Just really diving into the Grey's universe rn lol.

If you've read all this; hi, if you have any music recommendations (especially albums), I'd love to hear them. Really trying to listen to even more music this year, I refuse to ever be that old person saying that new music is bad. And if you haven't heard Untrue, give it a listen. 

Til next time I get bored and write about shit on the internet, night friends :)